Here is some of my madness. A mixture of old and new work, that was hidden away and I swore that no one would ever see it. But I need to break that promise.
Poem 1
Identity is slippery,
Or it can be set like concrete.
We get to pick choose
what we put on or lose.
We filter
the truth of who we are
and accept the diluted version of others.
It is a strange relationship,
a dancing act,
a hall of mirrors.
When all you are really left with,
is me.
A little love poem.
Walk a little way with me,
just to the top of the mountain to meet the sky.
Together we will spread our wings
and begin to fly.
The horizon our only
boundary,
The sea and land
our playground.
But without you,
I would have no reason
to want to jump
from a mountain top.
A poem about Poetry.
I cannot grip onto the words I want to say.
They escape each time
I put my pen to the blank page.
My voice is lost in the sea of those before me
and I cannot raise my head,
above the
crashing,
waves,
long,
enough,
to speak.
But what would I say if I had the chance?
My words are simple
they will not transform and dance
My only solace is that
at least, these words are mine.
If poetry then,
Can bring life even to statues,
with words that touch the soul.
Why do the words I write
seem stale and cold?
I use the same language as our poetic greats
but with fresh understanding.
And yet, I still cannot emulate
their power for manipulating
the emotions and words we use every day.
I cannot explain
my confusion
my rage
my bitter defeat
that I do not understand poetry
the way it’s meant to be.
I blindly stumble
and curse my pen
over the mysteries
of poetry
Going Home
Weary,
the only place to go
is home.
Open arms and
Love, wait for me there.
No more detours.
I am going home